My life for the next half year...

Yep. That's it. Isn't it glorious. Right now, I'm trying to find like...a bigger one. Preferably poster size ^___________________^

~The Flames

I'm going slightly mad...

No, seriously. I think I'm going insane, and not in the normal way here. I'm being completely serious.

I mean...what really is normal?? I--

*sigh* I don't really feel like explaining right now.

~The Flames

Short post right now...

I swear, if Josh doesn't get back today, I'll die. I haven't written anything in so long, the ideas are bouncing around my brain like those little lottery balls before jeopardy. o.O And it's his turn to write his part of the story. If he doesn't---argh.

And see, I'm kinda taking it easy on the book, because I'm afraid if I finish it (Book II, we're talking about here), I'll never the the horrendous First Book edited. And it needs editing.

I don't want to start another story, because...

...actually, I don't know why. I think it's because I don't believe I could carry any of my ideas out.

~The Flames

Ho hum, ho hum...

Me has already heard this notion, but I'll say it again.

Everyday, millions of kids across the world wake up and go to school without a second thought. My school isn't very populated. I think there's like...MAYBE 800 in the highschool. Probably less. Between 600 and 800. Anyway, well, we all go to school, and we get there, and it's like...So?

We do this EVERY DAY! There is NO break in routine (or at least mine, anyway.) And it's been like this for YEARS! They're BRAINWASHING us all, and we're doing exactly what they want! We're succumbing to their will. Whoever they are.

What if one day, some truly sinisterly EVIL person decides to totally change the school system? It would start with one generation--that's all they'd need. They'd plant lies, and discrimincies in our innocent minds, and our Parents can do nothing about it!! And then, we would feed said lies into our children, and them into theirs, and so on and so forth until the entire population is poisoned!! What sense does that make??!

I guess I'm worked up over the routine of everything, you know?

Anywho, mum says it's time to help in the kitchen. Ouch, my lack of cooking skills might hurt me here.

Happy Thanksgiving, y'all!

~The Flames

As the days crawl by...

Boy, can I not wait for Thanksgiving. As the ever worrying cast list draws near, I can feel my knees shaking more and more.

*sigh*

Why must my life taunt me so? Why am I forced to do this EVERYDAY! I mean, school--yeah, teaches you crap. But maybe I don't wanna learn said crap! Maybe I want to do something more WORTHWHILE!!!

Sheesh.

~The Flames

Get Ready for Randomness...

This post shall be random, because basically, I'm just going to be spouting off thoughts that enter my head.

My new husband---------------->

For obvious reasons. He's a mutant from X-men. His name is (get this) Warren Warrington Jr. The thing is, I'm not looking at HIM. I'm looking at those beautiful wings.

Oh, what I would gave up to have wings. Or perhaps the question is what I //wouldn't// give up. I mean...*stares at picture* I'd go so far as to say that I'd give up writing or music for this. I'd give up my voice (a little Mermaidish, eh?).

I've been thinking about the play lately, Les Miserables. I REALLY wanna be in it. But you know, here I am thinking "Oh, yeah, I'm definately in the chorus, if anything." Well, what if I don't make the chorus? Stage crew is already taken down, and if I sign up for pit, I'd be up against Dan Nicholas and Sam Scrieber for Clarinet, and Ben Nicholas (Dan's brother who's in my grade) for Piano. So I'm royally screwed. They don't need a bassoonist, either. I don't think I'd have the slightest idea of what to do if I didn't make the chorus.

I kinda wish we could do Wicked. I've never seen it, but I like the storyline, or what I know of it. No, I REALLY wish we could do Suessical the Musical. Oh, my gosh was that good. What else do I wish we could do. Hm...Beauty and the Beast. Oh, my favorite Disney movie of ALL time (I just watched it for the third time this week last night. I watch it whenever I clean the kitchen). That would be great. I could be like...the wardrobe or something, because my esteem is too low to think that I could get Belle. LOL.

Could you imagine my book to be a musical? Gina and I were talking to one of her friend's moms, and the mom goes, "Well, maybe your book could be in a play!" Gina stands up and goes, "I CALL JAMES!!!"

I mean...Ardnek Oklyon? Singing? Ok, here's the script! Imagine it with Bad acting...

James: (with gusto) OKLYON! I have come to KEEEEEEEL you!!

Oklyon: (singing) Never, you fool boy! You shall parish!

Bobby: (singing as well) My name is BOOOOOOOBBBBBBBY!!! (Author's Note That's BOBBY, not BOOBY). The AUUUTHOR wants to KEEEEEEL ME!

And so on and so forth. Yeah, no.

You know, as much as I love wings, I really don't think I want Max to be made into a movie. I mean, can't we have at least ONE good book that's not turned into a movie?

Boy, I could just talk on this for hours. But my fingers would fall off.

After watching a bunch of people in concert on Youtube, I have decided I would REALLY love to be in a band. Really a lot. I mean, I know I can't exactly sing persay, but who in the real world CAN? Rock stars dont' depend wholly on their vocal skills. Geddy Lee wasn't that swell of a singer, and Rush still made it big. Besides, I could play piano. I know I"m not the best at that either, but if I practice a song, I'll memorize it, and all will be well.

What can I say, I love to be on stage. Lately, I'll just break out in acting and stuff. I'll like...just start acting. I don't know how to describe it, but it sure is fun.

Anywho, I'll wrap this up.

Peace.

~The Flames

You know your life is meaningless when...

...even the internet is boring.

*sigh* Me's rocklclimbing, Josh is at Callbacks...do I have a life anymore? I mean, I have to look forward to talking to people online? Don't have I like...have better things to do?

Ok, so today kinda just DRAAAAAAAGED on. We sucked at band and we had to tape for Disney. Math took FOREVER, because I don't understand what the teacher's talking about, and she doesn't know how to explain it. Even musical keyboarding was as awesome as it usually is, but that's cuz we had an intruder drill.

*sigh* Well, the weekend's coming up. So...that means sleep.

WAIT!!!! ZOMG, I have a parade. NOOO! *dies* 7:30 in the morning...jeez.

And all I have to do is carry a stick.

Peace.

~The Flames

My adventures in the Realm of the Mortals...

Yesterday, we went to the mall.

Notthe Fairgrounds mall, as we usually do, but the Berkshire Mall. The bigger mall that's not so...I dunno. It was an adventure within itself. Especially my journey into Hot Topic. Sure, they have band tee-shirts, but I'm not emo/goth/punk. It was pretty interesting. I must admit, I have never seen so much clothing with skulls on them in my life. While the store made me a bit uncomfortable, they played some pretty good music. I have no clue what any of it was, but it had a cool sound to it. Really hard rock, which I happen to like.

Yeah, I have a pretty wide range of music.

Anyway, last night was Cassie Spatz' birthday party. I got more remarks on how Josh and I should "definately" go out. Whatever. I find it almost insulting that I can't have a friend who happens to be a guy without people finding the NEED to think we're dating. *sigh*

I had a really interesting dream last night in like...three parts. We all lived on this island. It was a really beautiful island, and there was a king and queen on the island, and...it was sort of like the village. Like, since it was fall, there were pumpkins EVERYWHERE, and old farm houses, and yet it was still a little sea-side village. Anyway, the king and queen had a son, and as he grew up, he became like...semi deaf. So the king and queen put me in charge of him. I would take him for walks in the wood, and to the library, and the pumpkin patch, and I taught him pig latin ^^.

So one day, we're playing and we find this old barn, and we start to walk through it, starting at the top. As we walk through it, we find out that someone lives there, and she yells at us. So I"m like, "C'mon, let's go to the pumpkin patch." So we did. The little kid was playing around and hiding behind the pumpkins with his mom, the queen, who was down in the pumpkin patch, and suddenly, I was kidnapped by this fat, ugly guy who lived on the other side of the island.

So he took me over there, and this place was MUCH more advanced than my side of the island. It kinda looked like New Jersey. Anyway, since I was there, they could take down the railings around the sea and finally go into it. That's how I escaped. I ran down the beach REALLY fast and back into the library. They were running after me, but I escaped. I burst into the library, and hugged the little kid, and we were happy again.

^_^

Alright, I doth believe this post is too long as is, so...peace, foo's.

~The Flames

Hmm..

So I guess that I actually have readers who count (JK, ME!), I should update this thing more often.

Actually, right now, I'm about to fall asleep. *struggles to keep her eyes open*

So in school, we're doing absolutely nothing worst wasting my time writing about.

WHAT IN THE NAME OF GOD IS IT WITH THESE TEACHERS WHO DON'T DO ANYTHING?!?!?!??!?!! Why don't they do anything. I mean, even a challenging PROJECT would be nice for a change. Something interesting that we'd have to write about something. I don't understand it! How can you be a TEACHER, a jobthat DEMANDS creativity, and not USE this to your advantage?!?! I get how teachers can be SATISFYED with being BORED all day!! If I were a teacher...God, you'd have fun in my class or else. EVERYONE would. And I'm not saying I'd force them to have fun. I'm saying I'd be a good teacher.

GAH, THE STUPIDNESS OF THE WORLD CONTINUES TO CONFOUND ME TO PIECES!!!

*ahem*

On a lighter note, I've made Honor roll, the first roll I've made since 6th grade, hip hip hooray. But I could've gotten principal's list if I wasn't BORED ALL THE FRIGGIN TIME!!!!

Yours Irately,
The Flames

Happy Birthday...to me!!

Liek, zomg, so I'm 15 now.

It feels no more than if I was 14. Except now I get to say I'm fifteen. o.O

I'm still waiting to discover some mystical power though. I mean, maybe it'll happen this year at midnight. Or maybe I'll get my powers on my 16th birthday.

Wouldn't that be nifty?

~The Flames

Christmas time is here!! Well, Almost...

So.

Me said my other layout was too depressing. So I made a Christmas one. I'm finally figuring out how to make these things!!! AND GET BACKGROUNDS ON THEM! Me, you can go make your teeshirts, but I'll stick with my LAYOUTS! FOO'!!

*goes and tries to figure out how to get music on this*

Some changes...

Hey, if y'all are wonderin'...

I'm making some changes to the layout. Things may be wonky.

Peace.